haiz.... worrying abt u...
wishin u will get well soon..

moodless.....
=( 6:35 AM

here for a short update..
at hme nw but gg back to e place again tonight...

ytd went for e staff gatherin at aranda country club...
n everything dat could went wrong ytd went wrong...

is this really fate???..

haiz...

moodless now..

no one can understand hw hurt i'm feelin nw...

tiredness....

haiz.. =( 6:39 PM

yeah...

results r out....

n against all odds...

i've pass n graduate liao le....

here r my results:

EG3183	SEMESTRAL PROJECT 5 - ME	CM	B	5
EG3244	SEMICONDUCTOR TECHNOLOGY	CM	C	5
EG3245	WAFER FABRICATION PROCESSES	CM	D+	5
EG3273	COMMUNICATION & NETWORKING	PE	C	5
EG3276	VACUUM TECHNOLOGY & RF PLASMA	PE	D	5
EG3286	PROFESSIONAL & INTERPERSONAL COM SKILL	CM	B	3

...

haha..


i've done it!!!!!!!!!!....

yeah....

awaitin NS nw.... 12:37 AM

hmmm....

here to update le..

went wrk frm 7am-3pm todae...

wrk was fcukin dulan...

had a big quarrel wif one aunty todae n scold her some vulgarities...
n go complain to my supervisor as well as one of e division manager....

den they take turns come tok to me..
but i dun care....

since e dae i've decided to come back wrk.. i've promised myself to b a bad person at wrk..
i noe i can control my temper but tis tym... i chose not to control it...

sianz...

7 more hrs to my results coming out le....
feelin stress nw...

haiz...

my heart is still bleeding....

moodless... 4:50 PM

hmmmm....

back home frm bball wif jack...

in e end.. din chose to go out wif zavier...

mood was nt gd after seeing some sms reply while chattin wif someone.....
n almost quarrel wif someone over e same matter again le...

haiz...

if u r readin tis nw...
all i jus wan to say it...

i still haven given up on u...
when i thot i've done it...

maybe i'm running away frm reality bahx...
after all these yrs n all e things i've done for u...
i'm jus a gd fren of u...
n nth much le..

e 0nly thing dat i can do is jus chat wif u online or thru sms bahx....
r all gd frens lyk dat???...

guess we r e only ones in tis world bahx...

i'm really really tired of u saying,"dun waste ur tym on me le bahz,treat me as ur gd fren jiu can le,go spend ur tym on other gals etc"...

i noe love cant be forced....
but...

after all dat i've done to u throughout tis few yrs....
arent u a little bit touched?????

haiz..

dunno wat else to say le bahx...

feelin super moodless nw...

wishin dat i'm dead nw....

can anyone grant me tis wish?? 5:44 PM

hmmm...

here to blog liao le... todae is finally my off dae liao le..
will be meetin jack for bball later at my hse here den after dat will be meetin zavier tonight for movie or pool bahx..


haha...

hopefully todae will b a gd dae for me..

nth much to blog le bahx...

hope dat someone is feelin fine now..... 10:59 AM

hmmmm...

here to blog liao le...

been busy wrkin for e past few days..
n finally...

today if my off dae...

yeah..

can rest liao le..

will b gg to pt soon to meet zavier n andy to discuss e plans for our outing later....
still dunno which movie to watch..
haha..

nw is lookin forward to wrk on fri where i'll b the one in charge of my department..
haha..

n heard dat there's a new promoter coming tis fri or sat bahx..
haha..

hopefully she doesnt show any attitude to any of e aunty or to my junior..
if not,she'll face my wrath...

n yes... i'm tryin to b a bad person at wrk....

haha..

whoever dare cross my path shall pay...
i do things my way, my style...
not happy jus FCUK OFF...

haha...

dat's all for nw le bahx...

dunno wat else to sae le.... 9:22 AM

hmmm....

here to blog liao le..

been wrkin morning shift for past few days but luckily wrk was slack..
haha..

anyway..

on tues after wrk meet zavier to watch 9.25pm fools gold at vivo de gv...

but decided to meet earlier at serangoon bus interchange at 5pm..
den walk ard e area den trained dwn to doby to go plae pool @ paradiz..

n congrats to him winning four consecutive match against me..
haha...

den after dat trained dwn to vivo to haf dinner at my fav restaurant which is kim gary..

haha..

so after watchin e movie jiu went home le..

reach hme ard 12.30am..

n ytd meet shiou at compass at 4pm den bused dwn to amk to walk ard n slack..
n chit chat..

den in e end went bishan to buy something den jiu go hme liao le..

haha...

been gg out for e past few days..

den todae end wrk at 2pm....
wrk was alrite bahx...

will b gg off to meet shiou for bball soon le..
haha...

dat's all for nw le bahx...

tc everyone...

my mind is in a mess now...

haiz.... 4:01 PM

haiz...

i'm confused...

dunno wat else to sae le bahx..

loss for words to describe hw i'm feelin nw....

=( 9:47 PM